The biggest turn-off.

I honestly don’t know what’s happening with this world with all these nasty personalities. While some are ridiculously fake, most people like to pay more attention to their appearances. At first, I thought that was okay but I realized that there is nothing more disgusting than that. I realized that no matter how good looking a guy is, I wouldn’t consider him even if he decides to choose me. I think most girls would usually swine over a hot guy but not me– I want to know him first. I think I’m picky when it comes to guys but to some girls, probably not; my boyfriend doesn’t really care about how he steps out the door. And I’m glad he isn’t that self-conscious. 

I also realize I’ve been hanging out with fewer and fewer friends recently. It’s not like we have nothing in common or to talk about but it’s because we don’t share the same views on the most important thing in my life: love. I honestly think that’s the only thing in the world that could flip somebody’s life upside down for no logical reason, except for the fact you love them. I’ve been looking for some people who share the same views as I do when it comes to love and it hasn’t been going well. I have many candidates but when they post up shallow and disagreeable quotes on their MSN personal message, it’s over. I mean, I have a little heated discussion with them about it and you know that the friendship is all cold water. It just happened, just for the record. I know for a fact that there is no candidate that shares the same views as I do. So far, only my boyfriend does… and he does it even better than I do!

Basically, I believe that a nasty personality is the biggest turn-off ever in the entire world. Not even in relationship-wise, but in any way possible!

If there was a pretty girl with a nasty attitude, I wouldn’t even think about being her friend. I’d ask the ugliest girl to be my friend hiding in the corner because compared to the ugly girl, she’s the sparkle in a dark tunnel. I admire and trust my boyfriend (which I think I should do). He never has an opinion on anything (which is not always a good thing). I bet if I asked him which mug I should buy, he wouldn’t have an opinion either. He’d probably have an opinion after trying the mug out or testing its functionality–which is the right thing to do. He wouldn’t pick a fancy mug with a poor handle like I would’ve. 

I’ve learned to become a little less shallow, in short. I’m still responsible for perking up my boyfriend’s style before I introduce him to my parents (since they’re all judgemental on appearance). I see a lot of potential in him, not only because he has a great personality, so I think it’ll all work out fine. Sometimes, this “pretty boy” who is extremely self-conscious would give my boyfriend some suggestions on how to do his hair. I know my boyfriend isn’t going to do it because who has the time to do that?! Even I would rather play a game during my break time. I really don’t understand some people…

Let’s just say, I don’t need any point system to help me find a good boyfriend. I was lucky enough to find him and no point system would ever help me find happiness.